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If only she knew how much I cared.

I’d tell her she’s mine. She won’t be shared.

I’d love her like I’ve never loved before.

I’d tell she’s the one I’d always fight for.

She pretends I’m not there. I don’t exist.

She pretends when she sees me, I’m not missed.

But I want her so. I crave her presence.

When she’s gone, I savor her essence.

She’s the one I’d never leave.

She’s the one who helps me breathe.

I want her back. I need her so.

I never should have let her go…

You still feel sad. Just like before. You’re still so mad. Right down to your core.

You’re supposed to be fine. Nothing should be wrong. But you feel like you’re lying. You don’t feel very strong.

You don’t want to be who you are. Even though you don’t know who to be. You want to run away, to go so far. To escape all the pain and misery.

graciouswords:

To spend one night alone with you

no clothes we’d need to shed

I’d wrap my arms around your waist

upon the double bed

.

I’d run my fingers through your hair

and kiss your tender lips

whisper secrets in your ear

and tease with finger tips

.

I’d gaze into your loving eyes

and hold you warm embrace

trace my fingers on your neck

your worries I’d erase

.

Then as you tire and fall asleep

in search of dreams anew

I’d place a kiss upon your head

and whisper ” I Love You”

painandvanity:

I want to sleep.

Set my soul free

to wander;

Allow my innermost thoughts

to cascade through my veins

and settle in my heart.

Let the vivid colors dance 

behind closed eyelids,

and promise of dreams to come.

Please allow these hopeless fairytales

to carry me away

and save me from the pain.

Allow these technicolor dreams

to keep me aloft

in the love I’ve always fantasized of.

Don’t pinch me,

I love dreaming…

I gave my heart and soul to you.

And what, with it, did you do?

You tore it out of my chest

And broke it your very best.

You hated how I felt.

How you made me melt.

You meant the world to me.

I hate that you don’t see,

You’re the reason I’m alive.

The reason I try to survive.

I would have done anything you asked.

I fell in love with you so fast

That I forgot how to breathe.

I despise the things that made you leave.

I was the problem, but you were too.

You couldn’t accept that I fell for you.

Til this day, seeing you makes me cry.

Living without you make me want to die.

But if I don’t live, you will truly be gone.

And if that happened, neither of us would have won.

numericallychallenged:

I‘ll write a thousand

Love songs in a heartbeat if

You said, “I Love You”.

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I don’t have control over anything I do.

Not my mind, not my body, and not you.

The stability I crave is just out of reach.

Understanding how I feel is something I can’t teach.

When everything seems good, I know it won’t last.

Because everything I do is related to my past.

I fear going back to who I despised.

Trying to exclaim my desperate cries.

I hate not knowing what life will bring to me.

I have forgotten the ways I knew how to be.